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[07 Jan 2007|10:52am]
best of show 07'. sarah and i are kind of a big deal now. im glad the hard work payed off.
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[05 Jan 2007|09:42pm]
heres the rest of my portfolio. i spent over 30 hours at school these past 3 days and im hoping it pays off. keep your fingers crossed.
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portfolio and such [23 Dec 2006|06:53pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

it feels good to be 18. thank you to everyone who shared the day with me and for all the generous gifts. im also thrilled that its winter break. but getting the the point of this entry, here is a few pics from my portfolio in progress.
enjoy, sorry the picture quality is shitay. i dislike taking pics of pics

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[24 Oct 2006|12:55am]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

i have been meaning to update in here more often but find myself browsing other areas of the web instead. my life has been pretty bland lately, mainly consisting of school, photo, and doctor appointments. i am enjoying fall and the bitter sweet coldness that comes along. im super psyched for halloween as i just purchased my costume a few days ago. thursday i will be getting my wisdom teeth removed, ill be on the couch watching movies for a few days if anyone cares to visit.

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[04 Oct 2006|10:50pm]
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[06 Aug 2006|05:00pm]





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[26 Jul 2006|10:52am]
i love you all and miss you so much.
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[21 May 2006|02:16pm]
I am officially a senior, it feels so damn good to be done with school.
heres some pics from the ann arbor photo field trip;
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if you want to write me while i am gone let me know and i will give you my address.
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[15 May 2006|06:06pm]
I'm having a going away party this saturday. If I like you, you are welcome to join. It starts at 7pm and who knows when it will end. If you need directions to my house call my cell, if you do not have my cell phone number IM me xjessxcore

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[03 May 2006|09:22pm]
i leave the 26th,
i return around the 10th of July.
people that i have not seen in a while that i hope to see before i leave go as follows:
Eric aka mc disaster
Jess Carmichael
and then some.

if you wish to color me a picture or burn me a cd or something that would be wonderful.

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goon squad 2006
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[19 Apr 2006|01:53am]
[ mood | peaceful ]

im in a list mood:

-I am redoing my room, starting new
-My favorite cat in the world is missing :0(
-I miss my brother
-If anyone wants jobie help yourself

hope your all enjoying yourselves and break.

old pics
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[20 Mar 2006|09:15pm]

I've neglected livejournal for quite sometime, but i am still living. Everyday is still a chalenge to get out of bed but i manage to scrape myself together somehow. I'm good at pretending I'm okay, when I get home I am exhuasted though. It's easier to hide my feelings then explain them because there so complex. I dont know if anyone could interpret them if i could get them out. maybe I'll try one day.

my husband, we joined together to form Mr. and Mrs. O'Quagglesteinosa


One Be Lo

This is what I call my best friend

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[27 Jan 2006|11:45pm]

so tomorrow is the one month since josh died, and yet somehow i lost another. my grandpa died yesterday and i cant even begin to explain how much im hurting right now. i have to say that im glad hes not suffering anymore, but it doesnt make the pain any easier. he lived a great life and he got to do so much. i loved hearing the stories he told me and just seeing him put a smile on my face. hes the only grandpa i ever knew and he was the best i could of ever wished for.
im hoping one day things will get easier. im sick of suffering, no one should loose anywhere near as much as ive lost these past four years. so all i can ask is that you all take care of yourselfs and love eachother, lifes too short to hate.
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[22 Jan 2006|09:34pm]

we picked a name... we shall call him Joby Jay
he gets cuter by the day, hes 18 days old now.
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[19 Jan 2006|06:32pm]
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say hello to my new baby :0)
hes only 2 weeks old, so on february 25th me and my mom are going to pick him up.
ideas for names?
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[12 Jan 2006|11:21pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

two weeks have passed, and it still hurts as bad as it did the first day, if not worse. i wish i could get the image of him that morning out of my head, that whole morning plays like a video in my mind. i can remember exactly what was said and i can recall all the brutal details. i want to remeber his goofy smile and him making fun of me. im going to miss so much about this kid.. him freestyling, watching south park, his talks about hip hop, his help on homework, going on vacations and finding him in the bar, him asking me for ciggarettes, being made fun of, and most of all his smile. he took good care of me, and im going to be lost without him.

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[29 Dec 2005|11:04pm]
[ mood | blank ]

first my father, my best friend, and my idol. now my big brother. words cant explain the emotions ive endured these past 24 hours. i would not wish this upon anyone in this world. i want to thank all of you who have been there for my family and i, you support is greatly appreciated. i would not be able to make it through this without all of you guys. i am so lucky to have such incredible people in my life.

RIP JOSH 07-1-86 - 12-28-05

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[25 Dec 2005|12:51am]
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We're breaking and rebuilding
And we're growing
Always guessing
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[24 Dec 2005|01:43am]
[ mood | exhausted ]

There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
No song I could sing
But I can try for your heart
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things
Like a, shoebox of photographs
With sepiatone loving
Love is the answer,
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Like why are we here? and where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
Sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing its always better when we're together
im afraid of loosing you

the holidays are always so depressing for me. i miss getting up super early to go with my dad to get a christmas tree and going home and decorating it. i miss the bond my family used to have, my dad was the thread that wove us all together, and since he died that thread broke. i live in a house with a bunch of strangers now and it breaks my heart everyday. i always sit and ponder what my life would be like if i hadnt been in a car accident and my dad was still alive, maybe i should just get over it and worry about today. its just really hard when you loose your best friend, your dad and your idol.
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he seriously was the coolest fucking person ever, please dont ever take anytime spent with anyone for granted. i learned the hard way
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this face keeps me going. waking up to this every morning is the most glorious thing ever. you may think hes just a dog, but he was a big part of my dad and hes all ive got left.

im pathetic.

happy holidays

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[18 Dec 2005|09:24pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

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